Russian Roulette

I’m really not too sure what this song is saying I’m kind of lost as to its meaning. It really seems like she is talking about a game of Russian roulette so I don’t know how to relate it to love. I guess it might mean that she’s about to make a big decision that’s life changing, when it says “close your eyes, sometimes it helps” this shows that she’s scared and nervous. The parts that say “just pull the trigger” mean for her to just make her decision about love. I think she’s also scared because she thinks she may never get another shot at love “I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise” shows her fear.